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“Wheat Field” by Vincent Van Gogh

To write with an eager spirit summoned

On all the Consciousness there conjoined

And put a pen to paper in an expense of wills

On the visions and vagaries of the mind’s eyes.

Author’s Notes: Writing is a solipsistic act of a self in an expense of a will, filling a page after page with eruptions of feelings, emotions, and thoughts. I strongly believe that our human faculty is rather instinctive than reasoning, rather physical than metaphysical. It’s a sovereign act of self-will that yearns to manifest the buried hopes, anticipations, and desires that are denied to those whose existence, in reality, is invisible. I write for sheer egotism to let people know that I exist and for aesthetic pleasure to express the ecstasy of my soul when appreciating the beauty of arts. Therefore, I write and will continue to write despite my invisibility.Β