What are you most worried about for the future?
I am most worried about my future. And my future is not left much enough for me to be fancy-free and footless any longer.
I am worried about how long I will keep the things I want to stay as long as possible. Or will I ever? If I vocalize what I like, it seems to disappear into the ether. Call it an illusion or hallucination even, but itβs only valid. If it is true, when will it end? Why is it always that my simplest wish is considered luxurious vanity? For example, I am worried about how long I will last at my present job. Will I survive another year here where people lose their jobs at the whims and caprice of the Big, middle, and small bosses?
Especially to a person like me who is not gregarious about those I donβt feel comfortable with or relate to, surviving in such a work environment is uncertain, threatening the safety and security of my life.
